I seriously forgot all about this….
Day 9. Someone you wish you could meet. —I wanna meet my polar bear!<3 He’s the sweetest, most amazing boy ever! I think I’ve fallen in love with him, and it’s crazy because how can you fall in love with someone you’ve never ever seen? It can happen though, even if the only times it happens is in movies. Real life has it’s amazing, shocking moments too. The thing is you have to open your heart to new experiences because if you don’t, then nothing exciting will ever happen to you. He’s helped me open my heart, he’s gotten to me. I remember telling him about some dumb guy who was giving me mixed signals, at that point he could’ve just said “man, this girl is all hung up on some guy who doesn’t even treat her right.” But he didn’t, he tried helping me and it was sweet. After New Years was when everything started to change. It began with a cute and innocent nickname, “Polar Bear.” Starting then I had to talk to him and it seemed like he had to talk to me. It’s been about…five months (not that I’ve been counting. ;)) that we’ve been talking, as people would say, and it’s been the most amazing five months of my life. Now I’m waiting. Waiting until we meet, until I can have him in front of me and just show him how much he means to me. He means everything to me, and I had honestly thought I’d never be able to be happy again, but he showed me otherwise. He is the most amazing, sweetest, cutest, most handsome! guy ever. Manuel Valles, is the guy who changed everything, the guy who showed me that true happiness really does exist. <3
do you ever feel like you like someone a lot more than they like you and then start to feel like you’re just annoying them because while you always want to talk to them they probably don’t always want to talk to you and it stresses you out a lot and then you just start to feel really depressed about it
(Source: berlitz)
